Paint

So today I discovered my love for colours in an other form.Every drop of red represents the pain, the love and how with a single trigger the outburst goes on.Growing slowly, picking up in magnitude fueling chaos, the chaos that you run or that which runs you.It takes control of every emotion and expresses it … Continue reading Paint

My Words

There are words I have kept insideHidden away, out of sight.Words that are raw, vulnerable and kalonI want to be able to tell you but I'm scared you'll pull out your talon. Maybe it's just me facing another wrath of MauerbauertraurigkeitBut this just gets so hard without youAnd unfortunately I don't have enough Zeit.(Kalon- Ideal … Continue reading My Words

Storm

Yesterday while I gazed at the Turquoise Tides A wave of nostalgia hit me. The Faded glory of our luminous past Came crawling right back. Blackberry skies and Rain Eachtime we touched. Stardust and Sparkles Each time we kissed. Thunderstorms and Lightening Every time we are apart. How could I have been so naïve? How … Continue reading Storm

Listen

Listen, Life can't always be like lemongrass and larkspur. You know that.  You know that all too well. But life isn't all thorns and thistles. And we need to remind ourselves that. Constantly. Daily. So Henceforth Find your ray of light or beacon of hope, Do you have it? Good, hold on to it and … Continue reading Listen

Blind

An unfamiliar sound beats in my heart Shivering with fear Drenched in insecurities Engulfed by pain. An overwhelming desire to scream Memories crashing by Stinging tears cascading down All around pin drop silence. What's it to you, you don't understand me And to even think to yourself that you love me How could you possibly, … Continue reading Blind