Does anyone else have inexplicable sadness wash over them randomly out of the blue? Or is it just me?
Cause I have no idea why but I have sadness brimming in my like an overflowing bucket.
Maybe I’m getting my period. (But there is quite sometime till it actually happens)
Maybe I’m just weird
And I realise this post is the exact opposite of today’s prompt by Sandra.
But I don’t know what else to write
Honestly even writing this out for it to disappear into the vastness of the internet, feels weird
So I did what I do when I’m sad
Picked up a rom-com book, that I think should be classified as rom-sad
And ate dessert. Cause sugar. In the form of a not so great red-velvet cake. (I love the flavour but seriously not everyone can bake this right) This was my treat.
What do you treat yourself to when you’re down in the dumps?
Oh and icing on the cake (this part was delicious on the literal cake)
[This post already seems like a whiny post so might as well whine cause what do I have to loose?]
I came across my name.
Of course this may not seem like a big deal to someone who has a common name.
But to me it is.
My name is never on the souvenir stuff.
No one names their book/tv/movie character Swapna. It’s just uncommon
And today, in the book mentioned above I came across my name.
I was of course taken by surprise. And whenever my/her name is mentioned in the book, I undoubtedly read it again to confirm.
The weirdest part… I had to order milk (I only like this one brand of Vegan milk called Goodmylk) and there in one of the reviews- my name pops up…. AGAIN!
See it’s not that uncommon for there to be different variations of my name. But the exact same spelling as mine is really really weird for me. And I’m super attached to the ‘W’ in my name. Sometimes I think I get most of my personality from that letter. Cause you know, it’s not a common letter to just appear in a name. Sure you may know someone named Wade or Willow (this is a pretty name) but where I live, not at all common.
I have known exactly two people with the exact same name as mine. One, my high school throwball coach and two, a famous dancer who I am somehow distantly related to!
So as you can see, in the two+ decades I have been existing this is not a common occurence!
But to have it happen to me TWICE in the same freaking day is extremely….. Idk ugh.
I have half a mind to not post this.
It is lol, uncommon for me to post things like this.. but at this point I just don’t know.
Sorry for that weird dump.
If you made to the end
You SHOULD treat yourself for reading all this.
Taking notes from Sandra