So yeah I know I totally completely disappeared even before I could finish the challenge, sorry I was going through some things.
It’s been a long time since I sat down to write and many times in between I felt guilty. Guilty for not being able to finish the challenge. Guilty for not coming back here or on my Instagram account to write. Guilty cause even my diary writing has been to the minimal.
But somehow suddenly I couldn’t place my words to form sentences in the way I used to. My vocabulary reduced to the basic minimal, Hey, I’m okay, How are you?, Good and yeah.
I stopped telling my friends things. I stopped telling anybody anything. I started feeling more like a burden and I couldn’t get myself to feel otherwise. And somewhere along the line, with time the burden appears to be invincible and sometimes it comes back with the double the force it did the previous time.
This post was because I wanted to be able to come here and post. Anything for that matter. And here I am. And I’m gonna be here often and I want to blog hop but let’s just see how my mind wants it to go.
Thank you for reading and thank you for being such a wonderful fellow blogger and thank you for continuing to show up and read all my not so great content.