Toxic relationships

What would I do without you?

Jump up in joy or cry out, not knowing what to do?

I don’t think anything would matter to you

Looking back in time would be such a pain.

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I don’t know why I’m writing this

When I know I shouldn’t be feeling amiss

But things like emotions are out our control

Knowing you hate me is beyond my approach.

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Talking to you everyday

Searching in your words the hatred you mask

Sometimes you’re careless enough to slip it out

Was it intentional or not?

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Breaking my head over it

Not knowing it wasn’t worth it

Some people come to stay

Well you, I don’t know what to say.

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Weaving in and weaving out of people’s lives

Making people run behind your half lies

Are you too scared that you’ll be broken?

Or is it just your nature to leave unspoken?

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A month ago @accidentalaspirationalist wrote about toxic relationships motivating me to write one.

Go check her post out too, it definitely helps in recognizing one.

Here is the link:  https://accidentalaspirationalist.wordpress.com/2017/10/08/week-4-1-the-school-survival-guide-toxic-relationships/